I will start with my few saved chubby photos of myself- between 2006 and 2008? -when I worked night shift at 911 (in Gainesville then) and never got to hang out with my friends and ate ice cream every night I had off. Oh look, the pictures are actually dated in the file. Nice!
"2006 maybe" -- on a blind date with a guy I don't remember & my friend, Lindsey |
1/16/08 -- With my cousin, Lindsey, when we celebrated New Years together |
5/23/08 -- Cousin Lindsey's high school graduation |
6/20/09 -- At friend Lindsey's wedding while she was getting ready |
So when Full Sail started at the beginning of July 2009, I was still at least 120 pounds. But between walking or biking the mile to and from school every day, and taking Sasha out (until I met Michael I never had a dog before), I was able to lose 8 pounds by the beginning of November! I definitely felt my pants getting looser. I may have this somewhere on the blog already, but oh well! I only knew I was down to 112 pounds when I used the scale at my parents' house. So then I started eating healthy. I packed my lunch instead of getting Chick-Fil-A or Wendy's between class and lab, or we'd go to Crispers so I could get a salad. And by Christmas I was 105!!
Beginning of July: the day before classes started, getting our ID's and laptops! |
August ~ already looking better after a month of walking 2 miles a day! :) |
October 9th ~ maybe 115 pounds? |
February 2010, I remember snacking on peanut butter crackers during these months:
April 2010 in St. Augustine:
End of July 2010:
~ a few more favorites ~
It is so much easier to get back to 105 quickly when I don't gain much after that!
I didn't stay 105 the whole time, but probably stayed under 115, which is good. And I should definitely work on keeping it that way when I lose the weight this go-round. Sometimes I want to add up all the weight I have lost since 2009 so I can say, "I've lost 75 pounds in the past 10 years!" even though it's all the same weight over and over. I believe I was 113 when Michael and I went to the beach with my cousin Lindsey and her boyfriend Steven and I remembering feeling self-conscience in my bathing suit, but still had fun and laughed a lot. When we graduated on April 1st, 2011 I believe I was 113 again and began working on losing weight for our wedding five weeks later! I really don't remember exercising a lot (walking) but maybe I did. I do remember that one night at my parents' house they order pizza and I ate a salad. I knew I would have pizza again a few weeks later, so it wasn't a big deal! When Mia, and my mom and I went in for dress alterations I was 107 pounds, she said I would have to wear a bustier (?) to hold up my dress since it was too big without it and a buying one was a lot cheaper than asking the seamstress to take the waist in. My mom told me I should go home and eat a gallon of ice cream, but I laughed and said, "No thanks!" with a huge smile on my face. I got down to 104 for the wedding and now 104 is always referred to as my "wedding weight".End of July 2010:
~ a few more favorites ~
It is so much easier to get back to 105 quickly when I don't gain much after that!
I believe I stayed 104 for at least another month and a half because I looked pretty amazing in all of the Blood Widow pictures which was filmed during the first three months of June 2011. While living at Millenia, I remember walking around the complex a lot and coming up with drawings and "maps" of different routes to take (around the ponds & up the stairs, etc) so I wasn't always walking in a boring circle, but I don't remember necessary being "skinny" nor unhappy about my weight at the moment. I guess I pretty much stayed around 107-112? Which is a great place to be!
When we moved to California in January 2013, I don't think I had a problem with how I was looking and feeling -especially since we were hiking a lot when we got there, except I remembering my face looking especially round in April while we were on the Paramount tour! But it wasn't until I saw a picture of myself when we went to Victoria Beach in August and didn't like my "rolls". Now it is crazy to think that I thought I looked "gross" at 113 (a lot of it was due to how I was standing), but at the same time it's good to have a specific number before you're like "Yeah, I need to eat healthier and exercise more." My number used to be 120, but now it's up to 130. I made a comment in a journal a few months ago that 118 looks good on me, so I'll set the top at 120 again after I hit that.
I can't find my journal right now, so it's possible that I threw it away recently? But a few Tips and Tricks that I remember was starting off half and half, easing into it. Still eating some junk in the house like 3 bagel bites with a salad, until the Bagel Bites were gone. I would have something sugary in the morning for breakfast (Vanilla Cheerios or waffles with syrup), which satisfied my sweet tooth for the rest of the day. Normally I eat good all day and then around 6pm get the "munchies" and keep eating until I'm actually full, instead of eating one thing with water then waiting the 15-20 minutes to see if it expands in the stomach. I also drank a lot of Yoohoo chocolate mix (the little 15 calorie packets) with 30 calorie almond milk, but haven't been able to find the Yoohoo mix anywhere in Florida. Only the pre-mixed boxes but those have a lot of calories and sugars.
We lived directly across from an elementary school, so usually when the kids were inside I would walk loops around the school. I think one loop was 0.4 miles (same as our neighborhood now) so I would try to do at least 5 at a time to equal 2 miles. I rarely walked further than that because we didn't live in the nicest area of North Hollywood (but the rent was still $1,800 a month!!), so I always stayed close to the house. I made up another route one day, but when Michael walked it with me, neither of us wanted me walking there alone! So for exercise I did the 30 Day Shred videos on and off with my 3 pound weights. After 40 days I was back down to 105! I re-did the poses in the same bathing suit because I sure do love me some "Before and After" comparisons.
But I didn't stop there!!!! :D
On Day 51, I was 104 and according to my "California Chronicles" photos, I continued at least through mid October. On Day 68 I reached my lowest weight since middle school!? (Side note: I don't actually know how much I weighed in high school since I didn't really start being concerned about my weight, keeping track, and yo-yo'ing until Fall 2007 when I had a boyfriend who was thinner than me.) But on October 14th, 2013 in California, after doing a another few days of The 30 Day Shred, I was a low 102!! It only lasted a few days before going back to 105, but I'm glad I got pictures of it.
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